Zebra Town

I woke up this morning knowing that today was going to be a slow one for me. And I was mostly right. Math class at 8am was a bore but my music class right after that was very fun. I am getting more and more excited about my major. I really don't know why I was being to dumb last semester. I went to my piano lessons and I am suppose to order like three more books! But I am extremely excited because with my new piano teacher she tell me exactly what needs to be done and when it should be done. No slacking and no letting myself get overwhelmed this semester for me!! my homework for my music class that was due today was to compose a tune that went along with the lyrics of The Wondrous Cross. Just the soprano vocal line though. But it was fun and i think what i came up with sounds awesome! I have voice lessons at 4 with my new vocal teacher. I am a bit nervous because he is like one of the head music people in the school. But he is very nice. I am looking forward to it. but my energy is drained out for the day already.

College seems to be getting better. Even though I don't have my boyfriend here helping me out. I'm starting to realize that I don't need him RIGHT by my side all the time. I believe that this is a good thing. But it is pretty very hard. I have more time to work on my homework and get everything finished before the time it is due. Where as last semester I procrastinated so badly by spending so much time with Sean that it caused me to fall WAY behind in my work. I am in a class called Principles of Bible study (PBS) and we are learning how to fully understand the book Colossians. A verse has been standing out to me every time I read the chapter and it 3:2 Set your affections on things above, not on the earth. This verse is causing me to really just pay attention on what God wants me to do and not what I want to do. I am trying my best to listen to what He has to say. I miss home and I wish I could just go to college there so I can help out my family but I know that's not where God wants me to be right now. I believe He needs me here and He has something BIG in store for me I am just not sure what it is and i just have to keep working hard and listening to Him in order to understand why I really am here.