Friday, February 5, 2016

So I haven't posted in a really long time. My life is not as I would hope it would be at this point. I am not working in a school like I hope and I don't even have my degree. I live in a horrible little town in Alaska called Talkeetna. I love Alaska but I sure hate the town I live in at this point in my life. I suggest to anyone who wants to live here in Talkeetna, DON'T. Sure this place is great to visit! Its busy in the summer and there are lots of things to do. but in the winter it's horrible. Anyway, I am a baker I make the breads the cinnamon rolls, all the sweet stuff and more. I LOVE what I'm doing but the working environment is the worst. I hate it. I hate my job. So I live with my boyfriend, I am not married yet...and I'm not going to hold my breathe either. I have two dogs. Kodiak, who is a talkeetna /trapper creek mutt he looks like a chubby white shepherd. Then there is a new addition named Ystava who is a full blooded Karelian Bear dog/ His name means Friend in finnish, since he is a finnish breed. his full name is pieni ystava which means little friend. He is a adorable. So my life is not at all where I wanted it to be when I imagined things 4 years ago. Over all I hate this town and my job but I love my little family that I have.

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Banquet

This is before I went to the banquet that my school did for us. They do it every year. I bought this dress just for it hahha. It is super long so I plan on asking my mom to help me hem it to a better length. This was last weekend. I had fun. I went bowling afterwards but I should've just gone to bed because I soooo tired when we got the bowling place. But it was good :)

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Scarborough Fair


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This is my performance, Scarborough Fair.
I did it for my school. I was sooo nervous but I did pretty well I suppose.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Well...

28days till I'm home!! yay! I am so excited! I'm super tired right now. I miss my boyfriend. and I have to take a take home math test this week YUCK! I hate math its my worst subject.

So I decided today to kinda talk about what God has been teaching me this past week and now, and it's that I need to learn how to make my own decisions based on what He wants for me. I noticed that I hardly even ask Him what I should be doing anymore. I keep going by what other people tell me and that isn't good. I didn't realize how hard it was to make your own decisions. but once you make that decision of whatever it is then you are fine and you have dealt with the decision that you were thinking of making.
Something that has been bothering me a lot lately is that Sean has been hanging out with a kid who basically is an atheist. I know its good to try and reach out to people like that but Sean doesn't go there and act on His godly ways...he kinda conforms to however they are acting...it's starting to scare me. I don't like that kid even though I've never met him. I'm just really worried. I don't think he really knows how to reach out to him either. He might be afraid even. I know I would be if I were friends with someone who goes and gets tattoos of the devil and stuff and an upside down cross. If you could, pray for him, that he would start being a blessing to God and show all his friends how a Christian should be. I love him very much and I want him to get more involved in godly things not human and worldly things.
:) thank you and goodnight.

Monday, April 19, 2010

I officially changed my major today to early childhood education! I can't wait to start it next semester! so I believe there are 29 or so days tillll I'm home! yay

ok so about my day. I woke up feeling no better then I did last night so I stayed in bed. but i went to the nurse to see what was wrong with myself and she just told me that I probably have just a 72 hour stomach thing thats been going around. But I don't know because its this weird pain that comes and goes. Its super annoying. Well I'm feeling a lot better right now so I am not going to miss ANYMORE classes. and I am going to work really hard to turn in all my math hw that I'm behind in. I really love my boyfriend I just wanted to throw that out there. He applied for another job today. I pray that he will get this job. PLEASEEEEE he needs it soooo bad. If he finally gets a job then maybe his dad will start actually getting him ready to get his license so then he can drive himself to work. well I feel dizzy...goodnight.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

The thought of home

I'm changing my major to early childhood education. Because I really don't want to learn more music theory. Monday is when I'm meeting with my new advisor to change it. I am really excited! It isn't just because the classes are hard, I know that everything is going to have something hard to it. I just am starting to realize that I'm enjoying learning about music. I don't even enjoy learning how to write songs like I thought I was going to. Anyway. I am going to be home on the 19th of May at 8:30 am and i can't wait! I miss my family so much! I am going to get a job as soon as I get there. I can't wait! I love AK so much. Seeing everyone is going to be the greatest thing in the world! I'm planning on giving my dad and mom theeee biggest hugs everrrr!! I am going to anchorage first so I can spend a couple of days with just my dad while he is in Talkeetna. Then we are taking th ferry down to Kodiak on the 18th at 10:30 at night. I have all my tickets bought and my excitement is building up and soon it will be over flowing! ahhhhh! hahaha just the thought of home and the comfort of being with Poppa, Mom, Abby, and Bubbs, and of course the dogs, makes me want to hurry up and get these up coming finals over and done with!

Monday, January 18, 2010


I woke up this morning knowing that today was going to be a slow one for me. And I was mostly right. Math class at 8am was a bore but my music class right after that was very fun. I am getting more and more excited about my major. I really don't know why I was being to dumb last semester. I went to my piano lessons and I am suppose to order like three more books! But I am extremely excited because with my new piano teacher she tell me exactly what needs to be done and when it should be done. No slacking and no letting myself get overwhelmed this semester for me!! my homework for my music class that was due today was to compose a tune that went along with the lyrics of The Wondrous Cross. Just the soprano vocal line though. But it was fun and i think what i came up with sounds awesome! I have voice lessons at 4 with my new vocal teacher. I am a bit nervous because he is like one of the head music people in the school. But he is very nice. I am looking forward to it. but my energy is drained out for the day already.

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